Twaddlie Tales

You know the way you have a tight pal, maybe your partner even alafu one day you guys fall out..if you were dating, then the r/ship obviously reaches an end. Thing is, it’s not that either of you wanted to get to that point or anything..had never crossed your mind and as my gal would say ‘you were both in happiness’.

So what happened?..eeh, man, this world is harsh..shit happens and one evening your reading a ‘goodnight’ text from ure better half/ good friend and then less than 24hrs later your life totally changes and theres no way in the world you can be with this person again. lol i know it sounds dramatic and you’re probably thinking aiii why not..but trust me there are some things that happen in this life that just are like that lool yes..i would know and anyway love should concur all barriers and shit-that’s what they say but hey we are all human and it is in no way fair or loving of you to put someone else in a situation where they will forever be forced to make excuses for you to everyone they know just so their ‘hunging onto the rship / friendship’ out of love sounds normal..apana, i refuse.

Yeah..dunno where that storo came from really, was just thinking how horrible a person we are at times when we hurt the people we love most..and the worst part of it being that you know that as much as you would kill for their lovely company and as much as you enjoyed being with them..it is really out of love that you let them go.We might have just made a stupid mistake and man is to err yes but some mistakes and scars last a life time and only we have ourselves to blame..noone should ever suffer for my mistakes but me- thats what i feel.

So yes, twaddlie just being thoughtfull and having a wierd morning reminiscing but then i just remembered that even in the midst of all our blaming ourselves mistakes or whatever , that very mistake could be pleasant, a blessing and the reason you didn’t jump off a cliff from guilt lol, not that i would haha but you get my drift?…shit happens but count your blessings..yep my blessings i shall count and finally stop suffocating myself in guilt and ‘kiwaru’ feelings.

oh and the mother is here as of yesterday..cant wait for the uji !!

Don’t feel like editing the post lol and i dunno if its coherent but whatever hehe..i need to go shower and ran to work.Lovely week everyone…

have i told you all that i penda you all ?? haha hibernation make you lose some sanity but i do..i read thee blogs everyday and i penda (using ‘love’ might scare you tihihi) you all even those bloggers i havent met shauri yenu i still do !!

lol ok ok ok…must be happiness from my ‘mistake turned blessing’ …toodles.

yes..finally get to do the tagged post..i’ll get straight to it then.lol

Four jobs i have worked:

-Hotel Receptionist (that paid rent and bills)
-Farm labour in Champagne Ardenne, Southern France vine yards.(that paid University fees)
-Waitress at a National Football Stadium VIP Box. (later quit after a long struggle keeping my eyes on the pints and away from the boys in shorts)
-Sales Representative.

Four movies i would love to watch over and over:

-Mary Poppins
-Lion King
-Shawshank redemption
-Amelie Poulin

Four Places i have lived:

-Nairobi
-Kiambu
-Lille,Fr.
-Oxford, UK.

Four TV shows i love:

-The O.C
-Smallville
-CSI
-Family Guy

Four places i’ve been on Vacation:

-Mombasa
-Dar-es-Salaam
-Amsterdam
-Marseille

Four of my fave foods:

-Chaps, pilau, mukimo and beef stew all in one plate ! (wedding style)
-Chips/Frites/Fries..call them whatever, it’s an addiction.
-Lasagne ..hot hot lasagne with a cold glass of white auuuiiiiii.
-Raclette (melted cheese over potatoes with steak and salad)

Four places i’d rather be:
-On the couch at home lying on moms laps watching Days of our lives…*sigh*.
-Sitted on the steps of the Sacre Coeur reading a novel n eating sandwich lol under zee sun.
-In a childrens home/ orphanage holding tiny puny cute babies who’ve been abandoned.
-With grandma laughing my head off at her funny village gossip.

si that’s it? pheeew..right, back to hibernation.